Moratorium

        

                               --I declare a moratorium on all things important--

           Originally the name of this post was going to be "The Beauty of Letting Go". However, I just learned the word moratorium, and I wanted to put it somewhere... so... yea. I'm going to use this space to talk about recent events in my life. Kinda the "News Segment" of my blog... except... not as boring.

Today was a very stressful day for my family. Lots of tears and important discussions. I sort of hung back and tried to steer clear of any unnecessary stress, due to the fact that I take medication for it. But either way, the zoloft and xanax had to work over time today. The details aren't as important as the general idea of how extremely life altering these events that took place today are. I know what you're thinking, "Is she gonna spit it out or not?". Well... no... cause chances are... if you know me at all, then I've probably already told you. However, if I haven't told you yet then there's a possibility that I don't feel like talking about it just yet. Because once again... if you know me, then you know how passive I tend to be when it comes to change. 

          OH YEA! I almost forgot... I had an interview today which I feel went very well. I'm actually pretty pumped about this because I am very tired of being broke! So hopefully I will get one of the positions I applied for. I also start counseling at the end of this month which will be beneficial in so many ways to my well being... and also yours. My mother seems to think that I'm Bipolar. No seriously.. literally, medically diagnosed as Bipolar. I've been taking meds for a while now, but perhaps I'll talk to the doc about my mothers concern. 

         Ok, so I realize that this entry is sort of scatter brained, but unfortunately that is just how I am right now. I'm afraid I might be developing a sinus infection. And once again, if you really know me at all, then you would know how sick I get when i get a sinus infection. There's been a couple times where I ended up in the emergency room due to dehydration and other issues resulting from it. My sinus infections are so bad that I get a bloody nose from the infection. But along with that, comes a fever, migraine, sore throat, nausea AND vomiting, and the lack of ability to walk without passing out. Pretty much the WORST pain I have EVER been in. So........ as you're reading this....... close your eyes......... yes....... right now....... and pray for my health! Thanks friend! I'm dead serious, I can't afford to get sick again! :) 

              Well, this about wraps it up. I'm out of words. Love ya all :)